"imagination is better than reality"

i gotta admit it..

2007-02-12T02:48:00.000-08:00

hanggang ngayon di ko pa din makalimutan yung panaginip ko (REGLA girls, alam niyo yun!). i mean, i really can't forget it tapos kanina i saw "him" pa! ayos na eh.. im already handling the situation well then, tenen, nakita ko pa siya. sabay asar pa ni Kate tapos sapaw ni Lian at Karchelle o kamusta naman! hay.... what can i do, that's life.. and it will be like that forever!

anyway, i noticed myself going home early, i mean EARLIER than i used to be, my reasons (only possible reasons ü) are:

1. i'd love to regain my sleep.

* wait, WHO made me sleepless? haha.. check it out, its WHO! haha.. ok, it looks like im joshing--again--, but seriously, its all studies men!!

2. it's a good-relieving sight seeing my grandma lays off to chores as i arrive home.

* that's the least thing i could do for her, since she's been stressed early in the morning preparing for our food, baon and all.. so since my sister's ass was junked up at school, i'll give way na lang and be the best sister and grand daughter to help my granny! (i'm granny's favorite though! you know it tabs! im proud to say that laki ako sa lola! ü)

3. reminiscing is present on the list.

* simple, i wanna bring back the fossil memories of my past. wait, just the good ones to keep my compusure as good as new hehe :)

4. so that my mom will allow me for my future lakads.......

* be wise! kung baga sa socio, im in the exchange theory hehe :) (ma, sorry i gotta do this!)

AND..

5. i want to find myself.

* honestly, im lost! inside the room, i can't manage to understand each and everyone's aura (for the day). ok, im not making siwalat my feelings here but im just being me, this is what i feel! i know im not the only one who can feel "this".. journ people, we're on this! however, if i'll put this on my head as in like forever it would look like im a big-fat loser letting things just fall in their PROPER places. as much as i wanted to speak, i need other voices too.. I NEED YOU!! I GODDAMN NEED YOU!! men, the gap is getting bigger and fatter and larger and all! wag naman sana ganun..

hehe.. natatawa ako, bakit ganito ako kaseryoso! kakatakot! but really, seryoso ako sa reason no. 5 ko! sabihin mo nga saakin, hindi ba totoo ang sinasabi ko?..

nais ko lang naman ay maliwanagan at maisaayos ang namumuong lamat sa lupon ng mga mamamahayag sa katauhan natin, 1jrn2..

:)

pe.. getting better :)

2007-02-08T18:17:00.000-08:00

i love track and field :) it is worth the sweats, body aches, hassles, 2 laps (UST field) run.. meen! just getting better every week! at first, nagsasawa na ako but then i realized im getting used to it as if i wanted to be in the field forever!!

TRACK AND FIELD is LOVE! i love it.. i love our instructor, i love my mates, i love the sport.. i SIMPLY LOVE IT!

* isa itong magandang ekspiryensiya na tiyak hindi niyo malilimutan..

teka, parang movie... hehe :)

believe me! :)

pagbabalik

2007-02-07T16:43:00.000-08:00

hindi na ako masyadong nakakapag blog sa kadahilanang tambak na ang trabahong inilapat sa mga balikat ng isang peryodista/mamamahayag. (ahhaha!) idagdag pa ang ubod ng bagal na akses sa internet na lubhang kinayayamot ko. gayon pa man, pinipilit kong gisingin muli ang natulog kong paglalahad ng buhay...

"tila kahapon lamang
ng ako'y gumising at minulat
ang aking mata sa ganitong buhay,
dala ang ulirat
sa dilim at sakit ng realidad,
mahabag ka,
hayaan akong simiklo
sa halina ng aking panaginip,
huwag kunin ang karapatang
aking pinagtatanto
maging sa sakit na sumasabay
sa pagpalaot ng aking kaligayahan.
balang araw,
ako naman,
ang titikim sa realidad
na ipingakait
na kahit isang kutsarita lamang
ay ipinagdamot
sa aking labi..."

* i made this poem out of curiosity.. i had a dream last night.. damn, i had that wink again! its a mess to think of it as a "wink" of reality, vague though it may appear, but yun yun pare eh! mahirap i-define kung magiging totoo o hanggang panaginipo na lang talaga. alam ko na, we'll see! who knows, this may be something with good merits! hehe :)

* NEWS MAG- ng teteng! good luck saatin Lian, Karch, Kate and Apple.

totally romantic

2006-11-26T19:10:00.000-08:00

i'm not exactly sure nor absolutely frantic about revealing and putting into words the "thing" i've been dying to decipher deep within.. just then i realized--almost scooted-- that i feel i am in need of depth evaluation with profound certainty that indeed... im falling inlove again.... romantically in-love with.....

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

MEL :)

for the MAREs

2006-11-24T00:48:00.001-08:00

so what if people look and blur about the sweet-precious relationship we "have" with our "HUSBANDS"?

so what if they curl their thinny-baldy eyebrows staring at the HOT MAMAs walking along?

so what if they caught us smiling without any particular reason at all?

so what about the manifesting rumors which flow and go whenever and wherever?

so how could it be possibly true that they knew what I--WE--were talking about?

and..

so what's the matter with all these stuff?

nothing in particular.. but one little-biggy thinggy is for real..

IMAGINATION could get any better!-----though indeed, it hurts and burns!

P.S.
Mares, see you guys all after a long-tiring-yet-blissful day... in GALLE! hehe :)

MISMO!

2006-11-19T17:19:00.000-08:00

"hold on babe, i'll be out!"

so much to say that my husband and i were spending luring time together with this tramp, as good as it could get, it was figuratively spoken (you know what i mean guys!!).

it was always one blissful noche that i ever could experience with my lubidubi :)

... a horizontal tango forever!

P.S. readers below 13 years of age were advised to close the window instead, proceed playing Hangaroo and surely you'll GET the best out of it. Honey, this was a figurative agenda!.........

censored for short!

wahahahahaha... :)

"relieve '96 at 69"

2006-10-02T19:53:00.000-07:00

>>goodness.

Even before the season starts, THEY came out with the statement: "WE'RE eyeing for the final four birth"-- and it was furiously said!-- and then THEY rattle out with the tough Warriors. Then after, THEY have come more than their expectations-- the FINALS.

After a heart-busting 1 point sorry lose from the blur-blur Eagles, they promise to rise and show them THEIR undefeatable claws-- they did indeed!-- now, they have landed to a winner-take-all battle which need not trophy but nevertheless, GLORY!

WHOOOOOOO.. GROWL OUT REALLY REALLY LOUD!! we dod it! C.H.A.M.P.I.O.N baby!

>>Now, i ned my statement.

After so many blur on whether-to-go-or-not-to-go, i sacrificed and die for TICKETS--i dont want this to be against "thebluecommunity" (cause i once "had" a wink on them) but it thruthfully shows that they are gahaman to hold the tickets so that the colesium would look like a sea or even BORA to show their support! well, HELLO!! who's gonna "gonna" now? that's what you call karma!! and a BIG one!-- i never regreted the tensions taht had happen cause it feels very very good-better-best!

CONGRATULATIONS TIGERS!!! (la mia tigre ü) for this GLORY. Indeed, the PRIDE IS BACK.

>>better watch out. we made HISTORY. we MIGHT do that again! :)

see you next SEASON!

P.S.
To "you" who made errors and shortcomings, baby, imperfections makes up a man. So Congarts! You'll always be my tigre! :)

and..

I LOVE YOU PIDO! :)

..the book

2006-09-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

A Walk to Remember

by Nicholas Sparks

I've nevere been this fast in reading.. (though i love reading). Yesterday, i started reading it and today i already finished it with my face TOTALLY wet! i even had the tissue box beside me but then it wasnt enough to make me stop! my ate was beside me-- well i guess she was just making a hell out of me cryin for something she knew without reading would make me cry-- i don't mind her anyway! then my mom entered my "sacred room", "Sus, Chi (my name to my mom) napanood mo na binabasa mo pa"-- sorry ma, "its" been my life!-- then, i also quote the lines which triggered me most --excluding the fact that i quoted THE SCRIPT of the movie-- ha ha..

Well,, i've said this TRILLION of times already: "I LOVE A WALK TO REMEMBER" and that will never change.. it seems like i've been MARRIED to it and i wouldn't commit anything which lwads to divorce! My loyalty will remain as strong as SUPERMAN hehe (babaw!) wheee.. my tears are now over-- but not quite dry-- Really, i think my feelings for this movie/book/whatever will expalin how much emotional and sympathetic i am and how much i "LOVE" something too deep and special.

"Maybe it's God's plan"--as the book said-- that HE wanted me to be HAPPY! -- indeed!-- :)

here it comes!

2006-09-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

Music Video:

UNPREDICTABLE (by Jaimie fox)

Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

maybe you're wondering why on earth i put this on! well..

im tryin not to, but someone.. pushes me through!

Just enjoy the video.. (cause i love it dearly!Ü)

results :)

2006-08-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

check these crap, i had fun knowing myself more chaotically.. hehe :)

You Are 40% Cynical

Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions.
You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool.

How Cynical Are You?

You Are a Fun Flirt

You just can't help yourself... you flirt with everyone you know.
Guys, girls, crushes, and friends. They're all victims to your charm.
You're into silly innuendos, sexy jokes, and playful touches.
You are a huge flirt, yet you never make anyone (too) uncomfortable!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"

Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

What's Your Theme Song?

You Are 40% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

sorry guys, but according to this survey IM JUST 40% ABNORMAL.. TAO pa din ako.. hi hi :)

..then he departs :(

2006-08-24T19:32:00.000-07:00

I almost had a wink already on what was it all about! i'm neither numb nor blind to see everything.. IT'S beyond clear! indeed, it's sorrow!

Let me just clear this out and let my emotions explode.

I'm not mad, i'm not happy either! who could be? it's just that i never limit myself when it comes to "giving" you klnow (a certain special-affection!).. who's the loser? ME!. I tried to make him "kalimot" and trash him down as much as POSSIBLE but it's senseless, i forfeit! again.. i lose!! People around me already streched their arms (even feet!) to tell me things like, "ikaw kasi masyado kang blah blah blah.." damn, i didn't care!
Im not pissed....... Im just HURT!.. (ok, i've put myself on a danger already! it's like i've swallowed all the f*ck*ing words i said.) Look, should i shed tears? should i frown? Im trying to LAUGH!?! (whooo.. now i don't know what im talking about!)

I don't want to blunt out such foul words as you wish to hear or whatever.... but.... at this point, i really wanted to.. but respect comes FIRST.. and always be! ahh!! i knew it!! HINDI NIYA ALAM ANG SALITANG YUN!

Now i ask.. MAGTATAGAL KAYA SILA??

"goodluck sa INYO!"

decode ;)

2006-08-24T19:26:00.000-07:00

hp-hp: with an "i" and an "o" in between.
>> one very SPECIAL clue is that, my LABS labs "this" so much.. this bumps him of! God! it's getting into me and that's harsh!?! hehe.. "know whah'am sayin?"

giters: jumbled word.
>> okay, this one's easy (coconut dragger).. they're like a family of "the king" and basically, they wear yellow sometimes white and ummhh.. i love them SO MUCH! "wrarrrrrrr"

how about,

pd: with an "i" and an "o"
>> but witrh all do respect, i bow to his greatness! he roar pare! well, you guys gotta be crackin already.. hehe :) (tabs, kita kita! tumatambling ka na sa kakatawa!)

ANYHOW....

i give credit to these tests which i think are REALLY TRUE! (bawal kumontra!) check'em out!

Your Taste in Music:

R&B: High Influence
90's R&B: Medium Influence
Hip Hop: Medium Influence
80's R&B: Low Influence
90's Alternative: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

You Are 16% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

So pano? See you in heaven! :)

oh..

2006-08-21T18:56:00.000-07:00

oh.. i wonder!
oh.. i did it!
oh.. i made it again!
oh.. i tried to!
oh.. can i?
oh.. i live with it!
oh.. i _ _ _ _ you..!
completing this phrase makes me starve and start to think of something'll not happen.. maybe NEVER will! i continue to regain but still the presence of tenderness still pampers me and i find myself walking all alone with my head bowed down looking closely at shadows crossing, wishing YOU.... and only YOU...

eee..............................

wait.. am i sentimental? im not! DEFINITELY NOT!!

... im just broadening my skills in writting!

im just bored.. REALLY bored!

oh.. visit my another "world", its mundongmaliit.multiply, you'll see nothing but EVERYTHING! naks! hi hi hi.. hindi, la lang!

so to sum-up my entry today: its SENSELESS but full of TASTE! garrr.. :)

moment: TIME TO SHINE! :)

2006-08-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

i watched the game yesterday... and as what my dad said before we left the house "TALONAN naman iyang pinapanood niyo!" sus naman! kala naman niya im after the game??!! duh!!! im after the PLAYERS!! hehe joke onlee!! :) we arrived there a bit early than what we're expecting kaya when we enter the venue, the 1st game is not yet even starting! we're seated at the wrong PLACE kaya we transfer sa DAPAT naming kalagyan!!

1st moment: ewan ko ba pero im suffering from a terreble headache.. (it's not because we're losing, pero totohanan ang sakit ng ulo ko!!)

2nd moment: (again!..) we are at the back of the b*nch, that give us the exact reason of not moving comfortably.. sighs..

3rd moment: we noticed Gelo, Mel and Anthony are not going in the dug-out to get dressed. akala namin its just that they're making pa-epal at pa-special yun pala they're not going to play.. AT ang matindi sa lahat..

4th moment: i got that info from my FATHER-IN-LAW (hehe..) i mean, Chester's dad! yeah... totoo na ito! im not joking! he was the one who told me EVERYTHING! Nagkwento nga eh.. tinanong ko lang naman: "Who are the players that are not playing?" then he started his narration.. hehe :) even Jojo didn't paly cause of a surgery and Jam too... hayyy..

5th moment: tuluyan ng nasawi ang aking mga tigre... :( sad but i take that lose as if they were mourning for their sexmates este teamates! hehe..

6th moment: after hearing a "fairytale" from "daddy" i now saw my BROTHER-IN-LAW hehe.. he's on a very-sexy pink muscle shirt! ahhhh.. plus the genius-hotness-looking glasses! Goodness gracious great balls of FIRE!! he's on FIRE!! minsan nga iniisip ko, "Si Jappy o si KUYA??"....

.....after a long-sad-happy-terreble day, it's still up to the MIGHTY ONE! i believe that He made the best plan for each and everyone of us.. maybe not today, not tomorrow, not the next day, but definitely on one very special day of our lives.. and at the end of the day, i know who and where i'll caress.. :) sighs..

SMILE! :)

...hollyWOULD :)

2006-08-10T20:02:00.000-07:00

dreaming is one of my "BEST" talent in life.. (specially the "DAY" one..) got nothing to do after a sleepless week cause of exams so there.. i started to do my forte.. hehe :)

celebrity smile: Mischievous Like Angelina Jolie!

Angelina may be best known for her bee-stung lips, but it's her sly, sexy smile that we can't take our eyes off of. Like Angelina, you've been known to have a wilder side, and your playful ways always keep 'em guessing.Whether you are trying to seduce a flame, tell an intriguing story, or convince a boardroom, you tend to keep your cards close to your chest. You prefer to maintain control of most situations, and keeping an air of mystery around you is the best way to do it. Don't worry, we won't tell.

~~ that's why my jappy can't let go!! hehe :) (take a closer look on the emphasis. this is sarcastic! am i wild? am i playful? am i mysterious?.... but i defenitely know im SEXY! wahehehe :)

celebrity look: The Classic Look!

Tennis, anyone? How about a weekend in the country? Just slip on those tortoise-shell sunglasses and your khaki skirt, and you've got the Classic Look down. With your somewhat preppy lifestyle and a wardrobe filled with things that'll never go out of style, your look spells out your trust in the enduring values. As the queen of classic attire, you've got a relaxed style, colored with a little bit of conservative money. Cotton and wool are your standards, and they beautifully set off your sun-kissed tan glow, just as if you stepped off the boat from Hyannis Port. When getting dressed up, you prefer to keep it simple—spruce it up with some pearls, some shell pink nail polish, and just a touch of lipstick. Like your celebrity prep sisters, Gwyneth Paltrow, Julia Roberts, and Grace Kelly, your look is timeless, American, and oh-so-tasteful.

~~ sabi ko na e! OVER-QUALIFIED na ko sa pagiging........... babae hehe.. the words: preppy, enduring, queen, beautifull, simple and TASTEFUL! what can i say.. this is beyond SARCASTIC!! hehe :)

celebrity soul mate: Someone who's Indie

You're probably not one to take the path most traveled. In fact, an independent spirit like you would much rather carve out your own special niche. So it's only natural that your romantic match would be required to do the same.Someone who's unique, intelligent, maybe a bit serious and brooding is right for the part. An indie actor like Johnny Depp seems best suited for that role. And it only makes sense that you'd rather have your rendezvous at places that are under the radar — just like you! So, keep making your own waves in the world. The awards and accolades are sure to follow for you and your celeb soul mate! And even if you don't live in the same reality as your celebrity soul mate, you can still meet someone who's indie close to home. So get moving!

~~ JOHNNY DEPP!!!!! flattering! i feel like i've touched the clouds! anyway... why should i ask for something great if i got something goin on that's worthy enough to be my johnny depp..

celebrity match: Matthew McConaughey

Yee haw! Congratulations, y'all — Texas charmer Matthew McConaughey is your celebrity match. Blond and beautiful, this laid-back good old boy has a melt-your-heart smile and soulful eyes. He's a fast-talker who sees himself as a salesman — doubt he'd have to try very hard to sell himself to you! You can't resist his down-home twang or rugged good looks, not to mention his wild side. This bongo drum-playing bad boy likes to live life to the fullest, something the two of you have in common. He's all about living "in the now," a spontaneous, easy-going dude with plenty of moxie. So what if he's a little dazed and confused? You just know you could make him sit up and pay attention. Good luck!

~~ he's toooo YOUNG !! gosh! hehe BUT.. he's hot and the dimples! i really don't like a guy with dimples but there are some creatures in this world that were blessed to have it as an asset! my perception is: hot+hot=extra hot ; its like CHA + MAT =.............. i leave it you! (i know your face is like growling already!)

p.s.
probably not MAT.. someone who goes by the name of _ _ _ _ :)

T.C.

2006-07-19T21:42:00.000-07:00

it's been a long long time since i posted.. it was May pa!

~~ a new life ahead! i got in to a YELLOW school-- which i now call "HOME"
~~ got new peers! it's hard.. but it's FUN
~~ SALIVATE!! hehe.. wonder why! i leave it to your green imagination :p
~~ pray. period.

i welcome myself to the THOMASIAN COMMUNITY!!

...Kim Sam Soon...

2006-05-05T01:03:00.000-07:00

Meteor Garden..
then
Full House. .
Now here comes..

KIM SAM SOON!

I wasn’t really a TV addict! Hanggang sa dumating ang mga palabas na ito at natuto akong magpuyat sa harap ng telebisyon! Wahehehe :p

Actually its “My Name is Kim Sam Soon”… Its is a story about a 29 year old chubby and single lady named Kim Sam Soon who has an average life. She studied in France to bake good cakes. She hates her name (Actually, Sam Soon was called in Tagalog as Prokopya). She had her heart broken last Christmas Eve caused by her boyfriend who wanted to end their relationship. Until he met a young and HANDSOME (chimpri naman!! wihihihihi :p) entrepreneur. He needed a baker for his restaurant until they fate crossed and that’s where the story began….. Cute yung story kasi away-bati at laging kawawa yung papa cyrus ko dahil war freak si Sam Soon eh pero that’s ok.. AKO SI SAM SOON eh.. wahehehehe :p

These are the lovable characters I GO GAGA! I hope you’ve watched the serye,it was a ROMANTIC COMEDY FULL OF TASTE!! I assure you a 200% kilig! :p

Kim Sam Soon (Kim Sun Ah), Cyrus Yun (Hyun Bin), Hanna Yu (Jung Ryeo Won), Henry Kim (Daniel Henny)

The "MAGIC" of LOVE between Sam Soon and Cyrus. Cuteness!!!

She's so HOT.. i mean.. I AM SO HOT!! hehe..Ü

wa ako ma say!!!! ang gwapo talaga ng ASAWA ko!! "SARANGI!"

BROKEBACK ata 'to eh.. wehehe :p

Ecos de nuestro corazón..

2006-04-19T01:03:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in our own emotions. More often, we wonder why there are love that grows and love that grows cold. We could start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong but in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question love when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always been—silent, mysterious and deeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies only to be disillusioned but in the end, we find our hands empty and our hearts ongoing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold in our hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when it’s time to say goodbye.

When we fall in love with someone, we don’t want that feeling to end for it is everything that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts but if its not, then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin.

There is always a reason why we have to move on and have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever for love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs. Then we’ll know that it has never left us because love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful and happy not because we have lost love but because for once in our lives, that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy.

-Anonymous

ADIOS. GOODBYE. PAALAM

2006-04-19T00:34:00.000-07:00

ds of “Goodbye High school, Welcome College!”

The Graduation. Everything ends here, everything ceases to continue once this starts, everything turns into a one big circle as we walk along the isle and bid our last goodbyes and everything falls down and a new journey will rise. Everything is just right in front of our faces. It’s just up to us if we’ll accept or reject this once in a lifetime opportunities. Come what may, GOOD LUCK BATCH SANDIWA!

Sa lahat ng hirap na ating pinagdaanan, hindi ito nagging hadlang upang marating natin ang tugatog ng tagumpay. Maghiwahiwalay man tayo, mananatili ang samahang hindi mabubuwag nino man, hindi mapaghihiwalay ng panahon, hindi matatangay ng ano mang unos. Hanggang sa lumambot ang bakal, matuyo ang dagat, pumuti ang uwak at lumamig ang apoy.. BATCH SANDIWA.. Tunay. Orig. Isa.

my mops and pops ;)

ChaMiNeShiHa will always be..

im back.. but still griffin!...

2006-02-05T05:23:00.000-08:00

Whoo.. here we go again! Ok.. I’ll start this crap na..

- The OPERA was a HUGE success for our batch and our stepping stone to be in our field of specializations though.. hahaha :). Kasi after that event all the students were shouting: “Si KUBA oh!” goddamn! They even say the lines from the Opera!! It’s such a sweet feeling for us.. ASTIIIGG.. Salamat sa mga bata/matanda/teachers/maintainance/everyone-who-watched MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT sa inyong malugod na pagtanggap sa amin..

- CRYING TIME. As usual and as a daily-part of my life—I cried.. and it’s rued if not! Haha.. One factor was that, BEING A LEADER!! To all those ASPIRING LEADERS, remember this: “It’s cool being on top specially the feeling that they look up to you, they respect you, they praise your every move, they admire the things you’ve done and simply adore you as who you are.. ohh.. That’s the best but when you’ve move toward the point when you felt down and damn, that’s the worst.. I’ve been there! (actually, I’m there!) Last year I received the mostest and the bestest gift from GOD, I’ve been the Corp Commander and I am trusted! But bitterness comes stronger than faith, summer—the same year, the mostest and the leastest NEWS I ever heard was WALA NG C.A.T! My world just turned out to be RED and I was jaded! Just soon, the classes had begun and I felt the absence of respect, saluting-business-stuffs, the whole CAT! Wala naman akong magagawa kundi mag move-on. MASAKIT man pero kailangan kong tanggapin na ganon talaga.. but then before the year ended last year I found PEACE.. it’s with HIM.. IT’LL NEVER FADE! Have FAITH!” (Para sa inyo ito mga JUNIORS!)

- GIVING. The public school students/teachers/management were great! They allow us to have a successful program! Last night I got home smiling thinking of the kids dancing with us to the beat of Pinoy Ako and Average Joe.. grabe.. hindi matutumbasan ng EURO DOLLAR ang satisfaction for us.. ganon pala ang feeling ng nakakatulong lalo pa kung through educational gifts.. hay… “thank you guys for a warm welcome and for a memory to relish FOREVER! Mwahh”…

- BASKETBALL GAME. Red Bull lost. 3-3 na ang standing! It gets more complicated.. Ginebra pa! Kainis lang yung mga friends ko lagi akong inaapi.. kesho wala-naman-binatbat-redbull-mo o kaya bobo-naman-si-chuva-eklat-eh! MANAHIMIK!! Kala niyo rome, den, jeyp, you might not now their STRENGTHS you better watch VERY CLOSELY!! ANG BUMANGGA GIBA!

- OPERATION. My mom got operated due to the cists grew in her breasts.. yeah, both breast! I was shocked when they told me about it, sinabi na lang nila yun the day before the operation para daw hindi na kami mag-alala, eh lalo pa nga ako natakot eh! Now, she told me naman that she’s feeling good na though I can see her damn hurting! But my mom is BRAVE, she has this profound faith in GOD.. I just hope everything will work-out well for us.. I’m endlessly praying to the LORD that may HE guide us, my mom, as we struggle in this course of challenges. I hope you guys pray also for my mom’s fast healing. :.) (halong emosyon eh!)

- WESTLIFE!! (ang pambawi sa lahat!) After a long long long long long period of time I once again got the chance to watched their CONCERTS take note: CONCERTS!! Yah.. I saw MARK again and still, I make pilipit sa kilig kahit alam na alam na alam ko na yung mangyayari dahil I am watching their concerts almost everyday! Eh dahil sa busy hindi na masyado, ngayon na lang ulit!!!!!!!!!! Mi amore MARK!! You might say I’m baduy.. im sorry, sono disperato! I really love’em! Check out their concerts.. It’s worth buying for and it’s worth watching for a million times! I consider my self as a consierto addict! Lahat ng concert pinapatos ko na! I’ll be updating you guys about my CONCERT HOPING soooon!Ü

time's in!

2006-01-28T01:07:00.000-08:00

Its about time to face life’s challenges.. I am now, once again, eye-opened to what’s about tomorrow.

Orientation sucks! They can make my heart melt.. but that’s life.. its about learning and growing. Sa lahat ng bagay sa mundo ito lang ang tanong ko: “BAKIT PA KAILANGAN MAGHIWAHIWALAY??” Its not that I CAN’T live without my friends or my classmates, its that, going to another world makes you feel MANG-MANG again! Yah, maybe I couldn’t understand what LIFE can still offer me BUT for all these things SANA lagi na lang masaya, walang LUNGKOT! Diba? Imagine life without worry? Edi, ang saya!

Ito pa, I am after the future. My life was inclusive with what-to-happen-in-the-future as ALWAYS! but when its right on my face and ready to bite me I take a million step backwards. Kinwento ko sa inang ko yung nagyari sa orientation last week and she seemed interested naman to listen to her dense kid (hehe) kasi ganito yun (I’ll make it more straightforward for everyone’s sake!):

2 ladies entered our chaotic room and they are from… CHIKRETU! And then, as they speak I was on the mood to open-up about anything. Then she asked who among us were decided on what career to take then (as I said I was on the mood kaya mamatay sila sa kakapalan ng mukha ko! hehe) I raised my hand TOO ELATED kaya pansin ako agad then I answered her question.. “LINGUISTICS” I said, she seemed amazed that somebody in this planet wanted to take up sam’in like that.. (why not!) then yun na dun na nag-start yung thought na I feel damn lost!! Ewan.. hindi ko maintindihan sarili ko!! Alam ko gusto ko mag-succeed (sino ba ayaw!) pero when it comes to me vaguely, I almost cry (I told you I was dense!) hayyyy…. Buhay nga naman..

anyways coconutters, I wanna share to everyone in the world that I am happy having these animals este people as a BIG part of my life! Chekimawt!Ü

they're my BEST BUDDS! (me,shizu,muks,ness)

Ito ang moments namin.. i can't seem to think how is it gonna be without this FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE.. hay..

even my pocket was empty my mind is full of memories! (I love you GUYS!)

welkam!Ü

2006-01-21T05:38:00.000-08:00

hehehe.. akalain mo.. i got another blog but this time its much more complicated than i had before.. but anyways its always fun having something like this..

ok.. im outa here.. im on the stage of familiarizing-shoots!

hehehe.. see yah!

"im chally!"